Kaise batau mai tumhe..

Kaise bataaoon main tumhe Mere liye tum kaun ho,
kaise bataaoon Kaise bataaoon main tumhe..
Tum dhadkanon ka geet ho
Jeevan ka tum sangeet ho
Tum zindagi tum bandagi
Tum roshni tum taazgi
Tum har khushi
tum pyaar ho
Tum preet ho
manmeet ho
Aankhon mein tum
yaadon mein tum
Saanson mein tum
Aahon mein tum
Neendon mein tum
khwaabon mein tum

Tum ho meri har baat mein
Tum ho mere din raat mein
Tum subaah mein tum shyaam mein
Tum soch mein tum kaam mein
Mere liye paana bhi tum
Mere liye khona bhi tum
Mere liye hasna bhi tum
Mere liye rona bhi tum
Aur jaagna sona bhi tum
Jaaoon kahin dekhoon kahin
Tum ho vahan, tum ho vahin
Kaise bataaoon main tumhe
Tum bin to main kuch bhi nahin
Kaise bataaoon main tumhe
Mere liye tum kaun ho
Kaise bataaoon, kaise bataaoon

Purab mein tum pachhim mein tum
Utar mein tum dakshin mein tum
Saare mere jeevan mein tum
Har pal mein tum har chir mein tum
Mere liye rasta bhi tum
Mere liye manzil bhi tum
Mere liye saagar bhi tum
Mere liye saahil bhi tum
Main dekhta bas tumko hoon
Main sochta bas tumko hoon
Main jaanta bas tumko hoon
Main maanta bas tumko hoon
Kaise bataaoon main tumhe
Mere liye tum kaun ho Kaise

Pankhu Mera Pankhu..

Aadmi kitna mazboor hota hai, is baat ka ehsaas mujhe abhi aour acche se ho raha hai. Aoru kewal soch kar khus hona seekh liya hai maine. Jaise Jaise Wapas aane ka din kareeb hota ja raha hai, humesha jab bhi mauka milta hai, mai ankhe band kiye bina hi ranchi ka ek chakkar laga leta hoon.. Aour har baar pankhu ko kya kya karegi, wahi seen aankho ke samne aata rahta hai. So aisee soch bhi bahut khoobsurat hoti hai, aour wo baar baar is baat ka ehsaas karata hai ki zindagi kitni khoobsurat hoti hai. Riste kya hote hai...
Ye sochna ki papa sun-ne ka ehesaas kya hota hai, ye to tabhi pata chalega jab koi papa banta hai. Apne bacche ko baho me lena ke khusi kuch aour hi hoti hai.

Mujhe pata nahi hai ki, jab pahli baar jab pankhu ko apne gaud me loonga, to wo kaise react karegi.. Shyad muumy ko dekhegi.. phir shyad mujhe dekhegi..Aour phir chillayegi..

ya phir dekh ke uaaa.. uaaa.. karegi..
ya phir meri goad me nahi aayegi.. pahle hi rone lagegi..
ya phir shyad khilone dekh kar meri goad me aa jayegi.. aoru phir shayda 2 din me pahchan-ne lagegi... lekin do din me hi mujhe wapas aana padega.. and i'll go back after 10 days agaian.

So lets see how Pankhu will react with all this..!! I hope she will become fine soon.
Some times i feel like so blessed and she gives me a great peace when ever i see her.
Love u pankhu.. jaldi se acche ho jawo.

Kaassshhhhhh......

Jitni baat main tumhari photo dekhta hoon, ya jitni baar tumko dekhta hoon web cam par, bas ek shabd nikalta hai ... Kaaassssshhhhhh...

Aour ye shabd sab kuch kah jata hai.. bina kuch kahe..
Mujhe sari baate bhi samjha deta hai.. bina kuch kahe..

Aour phir ek lambi saans lene ke baad, is baat ka ahesaas hota hai ki is 'Kaassshhhh' ki umr bahut kam hai..
Kewal Ek maheena.. means kewal 4 hafte..
Aour main yaha se India ke liye nikal jaunga..
Shyad waha ja ke pune main kuch dino ke liye rukna thoda muskil ho jaye.. Par rukna padega aour shyad 2 week ki ya 8 dino ki chutti le ke aaunga tumse milne..
ya u kahe aaunga tumko lene.. Ye kuch din kitne zyada lagne lage hai.. iska kewal Ehasaas kar sakta hoon.. aour In Blogs par likh sakta hoon..

Keh nahi sakta tumse ki kya khoya hai maine .. thoda sa pane ke liye.. Lekin iska afsos karne se koi fayda nahi kuyn ki kuch cheeze kabhi kabhi zarrori hoti hai.. aour shyad un dino yahi sabse zaroori tha..

Waise log kahte hai..
"पैसा खुदा तो नहीं पर खुदा से कम भी नहीं" नहीं मानता था इस बात को लेकिन लोगो ने बार बार एहसास करवाया और मुझे यह समझाया की सच पैसा खुदा तो नहीं पर खुदा से कम भी नहीं ...Aoour shyad is liye maine is Baar Akele UK aane ka faisal kiya..
Aoru doosre karan bhi the.. lekin dusres karano ki baat baad mai karenge..
Abhi to bas itna kah sakta hoon ki.. Akele bahut yaad aati hai tum logo ki..

Chalo baaki baten baad mai..
Take care.. and keep smiling.

Kash ..!! Mein India Main Hota..

Kisne socha tha ki Pankhu 4 maheene main laptop par baithegi..Lekin wo Laptop par khelne lagi hai. Aour mein itni door se kewal dekh sakta hoon.. Aour dekh dekh kar khush hota rahta hoon.. So panku u can not understand how much i am missing you. you will realize some day when you will read this blog....

Philhal to Booboo is blog ko tumhari taraf se padegi.. aour wo tumko batayegi ki kitna miss karta hoon main aaj kal tum logo ko..!!

Zindagi ise hi kahte hai.. humesha jo chahiye usko hone main thoda samay lagta hai So i need to wait for few days to get back to pune again.
Wo kahte hai na ki soch ki raftaar bahut tez hoti hai...
the speed of imagination is more than the speed of light...and i use to visit every now and then to see What pankhu is doing and what Booboo is doing.

Well, i'll keep on writing something tomorrow .. because i have to go to cook something now.
njou reading ..

Thank you Skype

Well yesterday was 22nd Jan 2010 and Booboo got the new netbook activated with netconnection on that.
I reached home at around 6:00 BST and was hoping to see people on line from Kanpur. Well well.. now because this was laptop, i was able to get see everyone clear including Booboo and Pankhu..!!
Wow.. i can only say this from here. i cant play with her.. and this is a great loss for me.

Booboo says that i am njoing here alone..
My dear, you can not enjoy, when you are alone.. understand this.. i can only mis you all and can feel happy when i see you all with smiling face..

By the time i will reach india, Pankhu would be big enough to understand things and i'll not able to see those initial days again..!!

Any ways, the good part of this story is i can see them from here now.. and this is possible only coz of Skype.
So Thank You very much SKYPE..
i cant not express how you feel when you become parent and you are in situation like me. You do not know that you are happy or Sad.
But we have to live in this way.. and to accept what the mighty God has written for us. So for now we can be share some moments toghther using Skype.
Also when Booboo will reach Ranchi, we all will be able to see and talk with each other along with mom and dad...
Mom and dad will not have words to express their thanks to SKYPE So let me say thankyou SKYPE again from their side...
So see the modern age.. we are always so close..

Mujhe to kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki Mahabharat main Sanjay (i hpoe you know this name, the person who was explaining all the stories to Dhritrastrs) ke paas bhi kuch internet jaisa kuch hoga.. and he was able to see with the help of webcam in those days..
dont know, But when we say life is a cycle, and every thing repeats itself, probably we are going to the era where we can use all the facilities / instruments which were used in SATYUGA or DWAPAR or TRETA...

Any ways, lets not go to debate on this.. lets use what all we have at the moment and stay close to the family.
Missing you sona ... with love

njoy reading..
i'll keep on writing..