Aadmi kitna mazboor hota hai, is baat ka ehsaas mujhe abhi aour acche se ho raha hai. Aoru kewal soch kar khus hona seekh liya hai maine. Jaise Jaise Wapas aane ka din kareeb hota ja raha hai, humesha jab bhi mauka milta hai, mai ankhe band kiye bina hi ranchi ka ek chakkar laga leta hoon.. Aour har baar pankhu ko kya kya karegi, wahi seen aankho ke samne aata rahta hai. So aisee soch bhi bahut khoobsurat hoti hai, aour wo baar baar is baat ka ehsaas karata hai ki zindagi kitni khoobsurat hoti hai. Riste kya hote hai... Ye sochna ki papa sun-ne ka ehesaas kya hota hai, ye to tabhi pata chalega jab koi papa banta hai. Apne bacche ko baho me lena ke khusi kuch aour hi hoti hai.
Mujhe pata nahi hai ki, jab pahli baar jab pankhu ko apne gaud me loonga, to wo kaise react karegi.. Shyad muumy ko dekhegi.. phir shyad mujhe dekhegi..Aour phir chillayegi..
ya phir dekh ke uaaa.. uaaa.. karegi..
ya phir meri goad me nahi aayegi.. pahle hi rone lagegi..
ya phir shyad khilone dekh kar meri goad me aa jayegi.. aoru phir shayda 2 din me pahchan-ne lagegi... lekin do din me hi mujhe wapas aana padega.. and i'll go back after 10 days agaian.
So lets see how Pankhu will react with all this..!! I hope she will become fine soon.
Some times i feel like so blessed and she gives me a great peace when ever i see her.
Love u pankhu.. jaldi se acche ho jawo.
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